Hello darkness, my old friend..

Hello me, how are you?

Well, as you can see, nothing special..

Tsskk, SSDD ehhh? Come on dude, today is our birthday..

Shut up, you know today is not our birthday..

Hahaha, but others dont know, do they?

Yeah, I guess they dont know.. But wait, it seems I've been told someone, but she didnt even congratulate us..

Huahahaha, thats what makes u so glum today? Hahahaha!!

I think, suddenly we stepped on 24, the time goes so fast.. If you look back, not many achievements that we can be proud.. A year ago on Oct 21, we officially graduated from college, but so much time had passed we were still unemployed.. Does it not make u feel bad?

Yeaaah, that sucks, man!! At time like this, I think I really want to have someone to share.. What u call that? Shervo, heh?

I bet you'd have forgotten what stands for "shervo", hahaha..
It is difficult to find someone who can be called a friend.. I began to believe that a shorm never existed..
 
What the hell, I think you already have many friends around you?

I guess so, should be like that..
But....
You know? Somehow in my heart I dont feel that way..
In the good times, they are so real, we enjoy the time, always have fun together..
When one by one problems come, in my bad times, when I am down, their colors begin to fade..
Indeed, they so many times are all around me.. But I feel empty.. I feel so lonely, even in the midst of a crowd.. People talk, but I could not hear them.. I tried to speak, but my voice can not reach them.. I scream, no sound came out.. Such as black white silent movie..
I am alone......

Stupid, you are never alone!! I'm always with you!!

Even if you say so, I cant hug myself, I also cant hold my own hands, I also cant crying on my own shoulder!!

Pitiful creature!! If you tough so, count on yourself!!! When you're fragile, encourage yourself.. When you feel lost, just believe in your pace.. When you are sad, wipe your fucking tears, be grateful for what you have.. Wake up man!!
Learn to treasure your life. because unfortunately it can be taken away from you at any time.. When your not happy with your life, you may not know, but simply remember that there is someone out there who is happy you exist.. Smile for no reason and laugh just because you can..
Oh damn, I'm supposed to be darkness, but I teach you that fucking things!!

Hahaha, dont blame yourself.. Maybe my good side was working in you right now..

......

Huff, thats a relief to talk with you.. It felt a little burden was lifted..

Sigh!! Next time, I will drag you into the path of destruction, watch your steps!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!

Mousetrap

A couple of farmers went home after shopping.
When they opened a grocery goods, a Mouse watching them while muttering "hmmm ... what food would they bring??"
Unfortunately, one of the items purchased by farmers is a mousetrap.

The Mouse were shocked and panicked. He immediately ran to barn and shouted "Guys, there's mousetrap in the house, they bought a mousetrap!!"

He visited a Chicken and shouted "There is mousetrap!!"
The Chicken said "Mr. Mouse, I'm sorry to you, but that has not influence on me.."

The Mouse and went to a Goat and shouting the same thing.
The Goats also said "I'm sympathetic.. But nothing can I do.."

The Mouse then met Cow. Once again he got the same answer.
"I'm sorry, but mousetrap is not dangerous for me at all.."

He then ran into the woods and meets Snake.
The snake said, "Hahaha, a small rat trap will not harm me.."

Finally, Mouse returned to the house with resignation, knowing that
he must face the danger alone. He could only watch mousetrap from its hiding hole. Due to fatigue, Mouse fell asleep...

That night, the farmer was awakened by hearing a loud noise in the kitchen, indicating there is trapped in a mousetrap. When viewing a mousetrap, it appeared that caught a Snake. Snake's tail sandwiched, make Snake rampage and attacked the farmer's wife. Although in the end the farmer had killed the Snake, the wife in critical condition, because the poison from Snake bites.

The husband brought his wife to the hospital, after the condition improving his wife is allowed to go home. But several days later his wife returned fever. Farmers slaughtered Chicken to make chicken claw soup, which is well-known to reduce fever.

Several days passed, but his fever does not go away. The farmer's friend
advised to eat goat liver extract. Then the farmer to slaughter the Goat
to take liver.

However the treatment given too late, in the end the wife died. Lots of people came up at the funeral. So the farmers have to slaughter the Cow to feed the people who mourn.

From a distance ...
The Mouse stared with sadness over the fate of his friends. And since then these mousetrap are not used anymore.....

Rose apple salad

Since yesterday, TV in my house broken caused by my sisters.
And my brother is using my computer right now.
There's nothing I can do to killing time, so I opened the refrigerator to find food.
In the refrigerator there is a basket of rose apple from my aunt.
I have ideas to make rose apple salad.

Rose apple salad

ingredient:

• a basket of rose apples

seasoning:

• 3 pcs red chilli
• 20 pcs peanut
• 1 tablespoon salt
• 3 lumps of brown sugar / palm sugar
• 1 pc tamarind

optional:

• 1 whole garlic (not 1 clove)
• 1 whole onion
• sweet soy sauce

the steps to make:
cut rose apple into 3 pieces, trow away the top, bottom, and the seeds, store in refrigerator
to make dab seasoning:

1. cut chillis (garlic & onion if necessary) and tamarind into small pieces , add salt, and 1 tablespoon warm water, mashed until smooth
2. add the peanuts that have been peeled and thin skin removed, mashed until smooth
3. add the brown sugar that has been sliced into small pieces, mashed until smooth
4. add soy sauce as needed
5. stir until blended

for those who like spicy, the amount of chilli can be added
for those who like sweet, the amount of brown sugar can be added