Letter to myself [2]

Several years later..
what kind of adults will you be?
Honestly, i don't really want to think about it.
Sometimes i think..
Well, adults get worn out.
They can't live without telling lies.
They just think about money.
No freedom.
They're always badmouthing people.
They enjoy other people's unhappyness.
They're worried about how they look to others.
Adults are boring.
I probably will become that.

The mysterious thing about people
when you become an adult you forget your childlike things.
Those dreams you had a child, you'll forget them.
You'll recite the magic words.
"Can't be helped"
"Society is wrong"
"Everyone knows that"
"Thats not my fault"
etc.
From now on
there are lots of walls in your way.
When you can't climb over those walls
you'll suddenly want to use those magic words.
But, when you use those words
you'll become those adults that you hate.

Then, what should you do?
What should you do when you can't climb that wall?
Just remember..
That wall really isn't wall.
It's a mirror.
A mirror reflecting who you are.
Your biggest enemy is yourself.
The you without dreams.
The you who lies.
The you who loves money.
The you worried about how you loook.
The you who stands on top of others.
The you who uses up people below yourself.
the you who pray for unhappiness for others.
The you who can't say "i love you".
The you who can't say "that's wrong".
The you who says "it's impossible" and gives up.
The you who doesn't believe in others.
The you who doesn't believe in themselves.
Inside yourself, that you exists.
Looking at the mirror
the you that you would point and laugh at.
That's a request from me.
You
change how you think about yourself.
You grow up just as how you imagined you would.
No matter the time
no matter where you are in the world
please
i want you to truly look at yourself in the mirror.
Are you like yourself?

Are you living?
Are you living right now?
Then i have question for you.

WHO ARE YOU?